It seems that Jessica Simpson gets really candid in her memories, and that includes that she talks in detail about all of her past relationships, including that with John Mayer! That said, the singer writes that he is partly responsible for his alcohol problems!
Apparently, when she went out with the actress, she felt a lot of pressure to be constantly perfect and that brought her to drink!
Indeed, his next revealing book called Open Book includes details on his addiction issues, his divorce from Nick Lachey and his past romance with John Mayer, among others.
She and John started dating in 2005, shortly after Nick’s divorce. Jessica Simpson Says The Pressure To Always Be Perfect While Dating John Mayer Was Part Of Why She Turned To Drinking.
In her book, Jessica says that John was “obsessed” with her “sexually and emotionally.”
In addition, she writes that even though he gave her a lot of confidence in her body, she sometimes also felt insecure.
“I was constantly worried about not being smart enough for him. He was so smart and treated conversations like a friendly competition that he had to win. My anxiety would just increase and I would pour another glass. It was the beginning for me to always rely on alcohol to mask my nerves. He loved me as best he could and I have loved this love for a long time. Too long. And I’ve been coming and going with this for a very long time. But that controlled me, ”she writes.
The two broke up in 2007 after he called it “sexual napalm” in an interview with Playboy.
On this subject, she confesses in memories that “I was surprised and just embarrassed that my grandmother was going to read that. A woman and how she is in bed is never something we talk about. He was the most loyal person and when I read that he was not, that was all for me. I just deleted her number. It allowed me to get away very easily.